• Durga Dasi

From Dasya to Prati Vatsalya: Journeying to the Heart of the Mother (Pt 2)

SwamiJi Ambikananda Saraswati’s words resonate deeply:

“This Goddess from halfway around the world: should I—and did I even have the right to—call Her my Mother?”[1]

When Her full power and Cosmic form is considered, it seems ludicrous, even sacrilegious, to address Her as Mother. Our Beloved Devi reveals Her Virata Rupam in the Srimad Devi Bhagavatam. This appearance frightened even Her most disciplined of devotees so much so they swooned at Her feet! Upon being gently awoken by the Vedas (so much symbolism here, but alas, that’s another essay), Himavan praised Her while also beseeching that She return to Her form as benevolent Mā. “We tremble to see Your cosmic form, Mother. We beg you, be as you were before, so we can bear to look at you. Be soft and lovely again, ah, dreadful, unbearable One!”[2]

So, perhaps it’s not so preposterous to address Her as Mother. After all, She Herself tells Mahishasura, “Do you even know who I am, Danava? I am the Mother…”[3] Time and again, through countless stories, She responds to the call, “Mother”, and reveals Herself as such. It seems that She not only tolerates the intimacy of the title, but rather relishes in it; for it seems that She is the one who birthed this knowing in our hearts to begin with.

She is so generous with Her children, She says in the Shakta Advaita,

“Who and what I really am – cosmic awareness so vast I effortlessly hold trillions of universes in the palm of My hand – is beyond the capacity of human minds to understand. Therefore, imagine Me in whatever form appeals to you, and I promise in that very form I will come to you.”[4]

My beloved SatGuru, Sri Anandamaye Mā, once said,

“… become familiar with (Her). When this has been achieved, you may call (Her) ‘Mother’. Some relationship of this kind has to be established…”[5]

God has revealed Herself in many forms throughout history… but what I find to be extraordinarily lovely is that She revealed Herself as Mother first.

“…if one seriously studies history with an open mind, one cannot exclude the possibility of a Great Mother Goddess that reigned long before the Father God appeared.”[6]